A Wedding and Vegas, though maybe not at the same time.

One afternoon about a month ago, my fiance and I were discussing what to do on our 4 year anniversary.  I thought that getting out of town for a couple nights may be nice, though I hate leaving Madilynn.  We threw around Duluth, Chicago...and then Vegas.  J was instantly sold, and although it was my idea...I am freaking a little.  I do not fly.  Scratch that, I do and have, but not without a large amount of horrid OCD-fueled anxiety.  Don't get me wrong, I have never been and I am so very excited.  But with that excitement comes fear. An uncalled for fear that no one can rationalize for me because I can not even rationalize my fears myself.  Many many drinks will be in order at the airport bar, you can bank on that!