A whole lot of nothing

I didn't want to post just for the sake of posting, but here I am!

I feel like a am unraveling just a little bit every day. It feels like I am just waiting waiting waiting for the next phase, which is a bad way to spend these beautiful sunny spring days that are finally (FINALLY!) here. Earlier this week we were told that our closing was scheduled for today. Then 2 days ago the under writer re-verified employment and found out Jason's mom (our co-signer) had been laid off. It is our own fault for deciding not to tell them. Now, Jason's dad took over he co-sighner position for which we are super grateful, but of course everything got moved back again. We are looking at sometime before the last day of the month now.

We had gone and gotten the paint for the baby room and I was so looking forward to finally getting started. But worse things could happen. It's not like we are not going to get the house. We just need to wait a little longer.

Baby girl was breathing on her own for the first time at my weekly BPP ultrasound last Wednesday! This made me SO happy, because there was no NST machine in sight!! My doctor said that she is indeed a big baby though, so in a couple of weeks they are going to do full measurements and decide on a plan of action. I am hoping this means inducing me a couple of weeks early. (I was 33 weeks at my last appt and her head was measuring at 35 1/2 weeks).

So I figure by the end of next month, we will be rid of our apartment, moved in to our new home , and have a (God willing) healthy baby girl. And we can look back on this house buying process and laugh. Well, maybe eventually...

Though all my problems, or jsut setbacks really, seem miniscule in comparison to what some people are dealing with right now, especially in the blogging community. I am not so sure how to link people, or whether I even should without permission, so I won't right now. Just say a little prayer for those who are struggling or scared or grieving or need peace in their lives.